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its been a while...things have really been looking up for me. ofcourse they arent perfect but thats just the natural course of life. i got a lot to say and not enough time to say it cuz I got to get my ass up really early in the morning tomorrow (about 11am haha) and get to work. This summer kicked ass. It was just so much crazy fun that I don’t even know where to start. Its been great and I stopped doing the whole high school thing and I am now enrolled full time ant Green River Community College. Its awesome. No school for another 2 weeks and only 2 classes a day, damn I feel bad for the rest of u suckers. Well I am gonna write a lot more tomorrow and reflect on the whole summer lol cuz I am tired as hell and its really late.

Sup everyone How are u all I am just Bitchin hehe no seriously I am GREAT haha. Just wanted to let u all know that today is a good day for me anyways. Well hope you all have one too I am outta here I got things to do and people to see.

Duece

LMAO Talk about Irony hehe thats some funny Crap

Well first things first Happy Easter everyone. I hope everyone’s Easter is as happy as mine. Wait WTF no I don’t. My Easter sucked ass. I don’t think that today could have been worst in any possible way well lol shit happens. HaHa.

            On a much happier note yesterday I had one of the best days of my life. I enjoyed it so much it’s a shame that it had to end. But like everything, it had to come to a close and it didn’t end in the best way possible because a lot of shit happened and I just ruined my mood completely.

            Today is the last day of spring break for me and I think that this week has went by a little too fast . It was a lot of fun but I am disappointed at how fast it passed by. Some of you are so lucky cuz your break is just beginning today I wish that was me. Things are not working out the way I hoped they would. There is too much crap going on that is ruining everytthin. Just when I think everything is back to normal someone keeps messing things up, sad to say some of those times I am the one that screws things up. Well I guess I have only myself to blame. I don’t know what to do because I have no way out sucks huh. Well I will figure something out. For now it seems that most of my problems will be solved when I get my car. My dad told me that I can expect my ride sometime by middle of May but that’s such a long wait and I don’t know if I can last that long. Well hope ya’ll have a good Easter and get to actually think what this holiday represents.

I will write more when I get a chance cuz I am kinda busy at the moment.

Damn I really havent been writing here for a while. Well right now I feel like I have the need to talk to someone and its pretty damn late so I guess this thing is just about my only option.

            Hmmmm…. Where can I start. How bout I just write whats on my mind right now. Anyone got a prob with  that? Didn’t think so. Today started off as a great day and was escalading even higher and as my mood was goin up I couldn’t help but think that this is total bullshit cuz I haven’t had a perfect day like that for a long ass time and Geeezzz!!! Guess who is right again. Someone had to come by and ruin it for me. I am not going to go into details but sometimes I feel like I am in the middle of this terrible war and no matter how good of a friend I try to be I seem to always end up being responsible. Oh ok as if that’s not a total mood killer how is this for u. Has this ever happened to u when u try to fix something u broke but u seem to make things a whole lot worst? Shit! Guess What! Been there And STILL THERE! Well I can sit here and write a whole book on things that go wrong but I wont not because I am lazy, but simply cuz I am too tired of it all. Well I guess that the price of friendship and everyone needs friends cuz friends are like condoms they protect u when things get hard

            OK whats next on my list oh yeah huh SCHOOL

            SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL…. Well lets just say that school is school. It has its ups and downs but so do a lot of things. Somehow things seem different I barely seem to talk to people that I once used to consider my best friends and I became best friends with people. Eh shit happens haha u don’t see me complainin

            As far as Im concerned for the most part my life is goin pretty damn good and I couldn’t be any happier because things are seeming to be working out for the most part (don’t worry bout the 1^st paragraph that was me just thinking out loud). Its like everything is fallin into its place for most part and I think that’s a great feeling to have things go the way you plan because not everyone gets that.I guess I should be pretty grateful to God for this, cuz I know that I am not doing this on my own. The only thing I hope for is that things work out like I want them to all the way but that’s all in God’s hands cuz he seems to know whats best for me anyways Speaking of God I saw the movie Passion Of Christ and I think that if you haven’t yet then you are missing out because it is really beyond words. To think that someone could have endured so much pain and tourture for our sake its really beyond comprehension. It really touched me when Jesus was being forsaken by everyone including his own father he still managed to say “Forgive them for they know not what they do” another thing that had a tremendous impact on me was when he said “There is so bigger love then to give up your own life for the sake of your friends but not only did he do that he gave up his life for the sake of his enemies as well.

            Well I think I am spent for now. I think its funny when they ask u to write a paragraph for school and u seem to run out of words yet when its something that no ones is making u do u end up writing an entire page. Well thanx for listening to whats on my mind. I think I am going to start upgrading this thing regularly from now on. I will ttyl.